I suppose deep down I had known for a while that it would only be a matter of time before the shit would hit the fan, but I never expected to happen like this, not by the guy I loved most in the world, often after I had touched up or sucked off a sleeping friend, I would go in to panic and guilt mode, worrying that they might have woke up and caught me, that they might tell people what I had done to them, after each time I done something sexual with another guy I would go on a serious downer and swear to myself that this was the last time ever
. The cat was outof the bag now, mud sticks where I come from, and once you have been accused of something like that word spreads like wild fire and even the dog’s in the street are barking “POOF” at you as you walk along the street,
I lay in my bed shattered, I had been there for Gary Stewart through thick and thin, when others slagged him I defended him, when he had nothing which had been often, I had shared what I had with him be it money, drugs or drink, we had done sexual things together quite a lot in our early teens, ok mostly it was me who initiated it but he played along, I am not saying he enjoyed it, and he never let me go too far, but we had been pretty intimate with each other on a few occasions through the years, ok I had probably went too far on Christmas Eve when I knew he did not want to play along anymore, but did that give him the right to destroy my life, to bring me down so low in front of people, we had both been friends with for most of our life, he knew that making such accusations would cause me all sorts of trouble, not only with my friends, but with my family. When Gary heard this, he started ranting that he was not my fucking lover, he then told everyone at the party that I was a bender and had tried to get into his boxers ,that I had groped his cock and tried to kiss him, he was drunk and it was obvious he was furious with me, and made it clear that he was being serious, everyone at the party was laughing and pointing at me calling me all the benders, poof’s, bum boy’s, all the usual childish crap
Sex. . She may actually enjoy it
I suppose deep down I had known for a while that it would only be a matter of time before the shit would hit the fan, but I never expected to happen like this, not by the guy I loved most in the world, often after I had touched up or sucked off a sleeping friend, I would go in to panic and guilt mode, worrying that they might have woke up and caught me, that they might tell people what I had done to them, after each time I done something sexual with another guy I would go on a serious downer and swear to myself that this was the last time ever
. The cat was outof the bag now, mud sticks where I come from, and once you have been accused of something like that word spreads like wild fire and even the dog’s in the street are barking “POOF” at you as you walk along the street,
I lay in my bed shattered, I had been there for Gary Stewart through thick and thin, when others slagged him I defended him, when he had nothing which had been often, I had shared what I had with him be it money, drugs or drink, we had done sexual things together quite a lot in our early teens, ok mostly it was me who initiated it but he played along, I am not saying he enjoyed it, and he never let me go too far, but we had been pretty intimate with each other on a few occasions through the years, ok I had probably went too far on Christmas Eve when I knew he did not want to play along anymore, but did that give him the right to destroy my life, to bring me down so low in front of people, we had both been friends with for most of our life, he knew that making such accusations would cause me all sorts of trouble, not only with my friends, but with my family. When Gary heard this, he started ranting that he was not my fucking lover, he then told everyone at the party that I was a bender and had tried to get into his boxers ,that I had groped his cock and tried to kiss him, he was drunk and it was obvious he was furious with me, and made it clear that he was being serious, everyone at the party was laughing and pointing at me calling me all the benders, poof’s, bum boy’s, all the usual childish crap
Sex. . She may actually enjoy it
I suppose deep down I had known for a while that it would only be a matter of time before the shit would hit the fan, but I never expected to happen like this, not by the guy I loved most in the world, often after I had touched up or sucked off a sleeping friend, I would go in to panic and guilt mode, worrying that they might have woke up and caught me, that they might tell people what I had done to them, after each time I done something sexual with another guy I would go on a serious downer and swear to myself that this was the last time ever
. The cat was outof the bag now, mud sticks where I come from, and once you have been accused of something like that word spreads like wild fire and even the dog’s in the street are barking “POOF” at you as you walk along the street,
I lay in my bed shattered, I had been there for Gary Stewart through thick and thin, when others slagged him I defended him, when he had nothing which had been often, I had shared what I had with him be it money, drugs or drink, we had done sexual things together quite a lot in our early teens, ok mostly it was me who initiated it but he played along, I am not saying he enjoyed it, and he never let me go too far, but we had been pretty intimate with each other on a few occasions through the years, ok I had probably went too far on Christmas Eve when I knew he did not want to play along anymore, but did that give him the right to destroy my life, to bring me down so low in front of people, we had both been friends with for most of our life, he knew that making such accusations would cause me all sorts of trouble, not only with my friends, but with my family. When Gary heard this, he started ranting that he was not my fucking lover, he then told everyone at the party that I was a bender and had tried to get into his boxers ,that I had groped his cock and tried to kiss him, he was drunk and it was obvious he was furious with me, and made it clear that he was being serious, everyone at the party was laughing and pointing at me calling me all the benders, poof’s, bum boy’s, all the usual childish crap
Sex. . She may actually enjoy it
Classic Lesbian video | Peggy Markoff & Lina Romay - Die Marquise von Sade (1976)